March 23, 2008
10:15 PM
not gg thailand or taiwan le. hmpf.. very disappointed. everything is not gg smoothly as planned. forget it.! sick n tired of feeling disappointed again and again. jus kinda hope that this yr birthday was not like last yr. but at least last yr, i still got him to accompany me till the next day. but this yr was different, im alone. hope it was not a letdown one.
getting quite fine with my collegues. no late , no mc, no nothing. haa. kinda miss baobao since she left tiong bahru to IMM. but really sorry cause very busy to contact her recently. she now working night time job cause in need of money. dono what shld i say to her cause i know she is simply to stubborn to listen to anything... haish:((
nowadays, my life is as stale as a stagnant water. sians!!! work, go home, work, go home and nothing else le. life is getting more and more dull... life seem to have no goal for me to achieve le.
ting was in love le. her forcus is on 'him' and 'him' and 'him'. haa. hope this time round things will work well. and me... still empty. dono why my eyes can no longer falls on anyone le. maybe too tired le ba. david call me up a few days ago, and say thing which melts my heart. tears rolled down my cheek the moment ya came crying and apologised for all the hurt ya given me and asked for a last chance. but sorry... i can only say i don wan to land myself in this kinda matters anymore le. so don get me involve.! sorry for being harsh... forgive me.! i have to protect myself from being hurt once more.
to: gal[baobao]...
although i still don really agree that ya work night time job but i know i cant stop ya. all i can say is ya've to be very careful when working. don drink too much if ya cant. cant imagine ya drunk and nobody was with ya at that moment. i jus wanna let ya know one thing... leslie did not say don wan ya to stay at TB. the real reason for transferring ya to other outlet is because he want ya to know what ya really want in your life? what is your goal afterall? and the most impt thing he want ya is to settle everything [family pro] that mess up your mind and troubled ya all along. but things like getting out of nowhere. instead ya clearing up the mess and live peacefully, ya're making you life more complicated by working. i understand that ya want extra income. but doesnt it make no different when ya go work at night den the next day cant get up for work. earn and deduct at the same time, ended up still the same... right? hope ya can give a second thoughts bout working at night. last but not least... tiong bahru still welcome ya back anytime.! misses.
stop right here. and i have to get myself prepare to go to 216 [a place full of our memories] to meet darren and baobao for a chat later at 12.
"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.
March 18, 2008
1:04 PM
very busy and lazy to update my post. so i'll just roughly summary what i wanna say... today my off day. was suppose to meet baobao and bring her dog out. but wasn't confirm at all. hmmm... baobao left tiong bahru le. she went IMM to be asst. den a new recept came to replace her. and what i can say bout the new recept is OH MY GOD.!!! she was like doing nothing at the counter. me and ting was the one doing counter de thingy lor. asst's target and service and commission i'm the one who's calculating. the tiredness was simply cant be express by words.
went to watch the spiderwick with ting. it was rather a funny show but somehow i was frightened by the sound effect when the monster came out. lol. this is only my one and only de enjoyment i had tis few days... haa. i've been worn out by all these stuffs recently. so whenever i reached home, i immediately fallen asleep right on my bed without removing make up and bathing. nobody can imagine how tired i am...
i shall stop here and went back to sleep as ytd chatted on the phone. very long since i met him and kinda surprise he called up when i told him i wasnt in a gd mood.
"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.
March 09, 2008
3:44 AM
back from movie [ RULE1] with ting and baobao. went to XIAO XUAN FENG to eat and slack our time to 10plus and headed up to aracade to have fun. me and baobao indeed enjoy our game very much. so thrilling cn.! time up and we went for our movie. me and baobao paid 9.50 for the movie ticket but we only watch the show for half price. haa. cause right from the beginning of the movie, me and baobao were using my scraf to cover our eyes and grind down the seat. the movie was quite horrible and i rated it at 8/10. aftermath, went down for a smoke and meet darren and co at indian restuarant. chat awhile and cabbed home with ting.
tmr outing at steamboat catering. looking forward to tmr.!
"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.
March 06, 2008
12:44 AM
went to raining yesterday with baobao for a drink. thinking we can enjoy throughout the night. but things sometimes really cant goes smoothly as we wanted. haish. wat i can say is everything is so damn spoiled that very night. dampened my mood.! went off with a very pissed off mood. but there is still things that make me very happy. my promise was kept.! thanks. "i appreciated very much that ya still remember my promise.!"
today went to work almost late. thanks for ya de morning call. went to haf my photo taken with baobao and etc developed. and i was so thrilled over it cus it can add templates to the photos. *shy... im so mountain turtle.! lol. thinking i can get right away but can only be collect on friday. jus so excited to look at the photos cn.! hees. went to 'xiao shun feng' to have some dian xin with baobao and sat down for a short chat den head back home cus im right now feeling damn tired. shall stop here. im going to rolled on my bed and have my sweet dream le. nights, everyone!
"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.
March 03, 2008
3:17 AM
quite a few months since i update my blog. saw my previous posts and decided to delete every single one and start a brand new post. even i didn't update my blog but i still will spare some time to see my friend's blog and update their recent lives. gladly to know that everyone of my friends are safe and sound and most of all they are living happily with their loved ones. cheers:)
well.. my life all along are going ups and downs rapidly. although im doing fine in my work, have lots of friends to hang out with on my nightlife but still feeling something missing from my life. everyone of my friends is moving on while im still pacing to and fro on the same spot, not even an inches of movement i had made so far. haish. but from the bad experiences i had in the past, i learn to be strong. maybe also because that i had already stepped into working society, the people i see, the difficulties i face and the problems i need to cope, mould my character to be more stable and stronger than before. im no longer the hazel that people used to know. my life goal now is only hope to be happy everyday. 'forgive and forget' had gradually become my life quotes in order to spend my days happily. some things i used to hold on tightly in the past, i have learn to let go bits by bits. feeling doesnt come stronger now when face to face. my eyesight no longer only set on him. so how should i feel? happy that finally i can get over? sad that i waste so much of my youth in believing 'I'll reap what i sow'? no answer to the above question. lol.
shall end all this childish talk. planning to go Taiwan on the following month but due to baobao, we change our destination to Thailand(Bangkok)! lol. the different is just too much cn!!! anyway, Taiwan will be our next year June outing destination for sure. wanna leave this bustling city to Bangkok, resort village, to relax myself from stress and problems. tomorrow will meet up baobao to go NATAS FAIR to book our air tickets. flying on the 01st April and back on land on 05th April. on the 06th April to 09th will be my chalet celebrating 20th birthday(still planning). will inform my friends once confirmed. super looking forward to Bangkok and my chalet. cant imagine how happy will i be on my day?!!
think shall end here. im going to catch a nap before going to bishan park for drinks and pool sessions with my gals. shall update my chalet details in my next post. lastly, gonna say to friends that i long didnt contact with... friends, you are not forgotten, is just that im slogging on my work. meet up soon. tk care:))
"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.
