March 03, 2008
3:17 AM
quite a few months since i update my blog. saw my previous posts and decided to delete every single one and start a brand new post. even i didn't update my blog but i still will spare some time to see my friend's blog and update their recent lives. gladly to know that everyone of my friends are safe and sound and most of all they are living happily with their loved ones. cheers:)
well.. my life all along are going ups and downs rapidly. although im doing fine in my work, have lots of friends to hang out with on my nightlife but still feeling something missing from my life. everyone of my friends is moving on while im still pacing to and fro on the same spot, not even an inches of movement i had made so far. haish. but from the bad experiences i had in the past, i learn to be strong. maybe also because that i had already stepped into working society, the people i see, the difficulties i face and the problems i need to cope, mould my character to be more stable and stronger than before. im no longer the hazel that people used to know. my life goal now is only hope to be happy everyday. 'forgive and forget' had gradually become my life quotes in order to spend my days happily. some things i used to hold on tightly in the past, i have learn to let go bits by bits. feeling doesnt come stronger now when face to face. my eyesight no longer only set on him. so how should i feel? happy that finally i can get over? sad that i waste so much of my youth in believing 'I'll reap what i sow'? no answer to the above question. lol.
shall end all this childish talk. planning to go Taiwan on the following month but due to baobao, we change our destination to Thailand(Bangkok)! lol. the different is just too much cn!!! anyway, Taiwan will be our next year June outing destination for sure. wanna leave this bustling city to Bangkok, resort village, to relax myself from stress and problems. tomorrow will meet up baobao to go NATAS FAIR to book our air tickets. flying on the 01st April and back on land on 05th April. on the 06th April to 09th will be my chalet celebrating 20th birthday(still planning). will inform my friends once confirmed. super looking forward to Bangkok and my chalet. cant imagine how happy will i be on my day?!!
think shall end here. im going to catch a nap before going to bishan park for drinks and pool sessions with my gals. shall update my chalet details in my next post. lastly, gonna say to friends that i long didnt contact with... friends, you are not forgotten, is just that im slogging on my work. meet up soon. tk care:))
"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.
