March 23, 2008
10:15 PM
not gg thailand or taiwan le. hmpf.. very disappointed. everything is not gg smoothly as planned. forget it.! sick n tired of feeling disappointed again and again. jus kinda hope that this yr birthday was not like last yr. but at least last yr, i still got him to accompany me till the next day. but this yr was different, im alone. hope it was not a letdown one.
getting quite fine with my collegues. no late , no mc, no nothing. haa. kinda miss baobao since she left tiong bahru to IMM. but really sorry cause very busy to contact her recently. she now working night time job cause in need of money. dono what shld i say to her cause i know she is simply to stubborn to listen to anything... haish:((
nowadays, my life is as stale as a stagnant water. sians!!! work, go home, work, go home and nothing else le. life is getting more and more dull... life seem to have no goal for me to achieve le.
ting was in love le. her forcus is on 'him' and 'him' and 'him'. haa. hope this time round things will work well. and me... still empty. dono why my eyes can no longer falls on anyone le. maybe too tired le ba. david call me up a few days ago, and say thing which melts my heart. tears rolled down my cheek the moment ya came crying and apologised for all the hurt ya given me and asked for a last chance. but sorry... i can only say i don wan to land myself in this kinda matters anymore le. so don get me involve.! sorry for being harsh... forgive me.! i have to protect myself from being hurt once more.
to: gal[baobao]...
although i still don really agree that ya work night time job but i know i cant stop ya. all i can say is ya've to be very careful when working. don drink too much if ya cant. cant imagine ya drunk and nobody was with ya at that moment. i jus wanna let ya know one thing... leslie did not say don wan ya to stay at TB. the real reason for transferring ya to other outlet is because he want ya to know what ya really want in your life? what is your goal afterall? and the most impt thing he want ya is to settle everything [family pro] that mess up your mind and troubled ya all along. but things like getting out of nowhere. instead ya clearing up the mess and live peacefully, ya're making you life more complicated by working. i understand that ya want extra income. but doesnt it make no different when ya go work at night den the next day cant get up for work. earn and deduct at the same time, ended up still the same... right? hope ya can give a second thoughts bout working at night. last but not least... tiong bahru still welcome ya back anytime.! misses.
stop right here. and i have to get myself prepare to go to 216 [a place full of our memories] to meet darren and baobao for a chat later at 12.
"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.
