Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

? She Is The Lady

Hazel (:
08.04.1988
Aries
jeanyip in hairdressing

LOVES . . .
her phone
her job
her sisters and gals
her friends
her collegues in TBjy
her family
most important HERSELF

? DESIRES

a true friend
a new phone
a laptop
a trip to japan and taiwan
a stable relationship
a car license
a long-perm hair
a pure maltese
to pass my hairdressing course
to get a COSMOPROF degree in beauty
to be a hairstylist
to be more slimmer

? Footprints



April 29, 2008
12:11 PM

meet up with pat recently, the feeling is so great. we went to kent ridge with darren , weiming and co. quite boring as they talked their business, we talked their business. lol. hmmm.. ever since i start working in jeanyip, my circles of friends even though enlarge but i still very unhappy. the friends i have in the past, have started to leave one by one.

now i am living with YH, think everyone arnd me shld know. he fetch me go work and after work. he love me, dote me and care alot for me. many ppl told me, i may as well married him since i already clinging onto him for bout 4 to 5 yrs. i know i can never find a person like him, love me as much as i do love THY in the past. i know the feeling very well, when ya like a person, yet the person take it for granted or just simply ignore, did so much things for that person yet get nothing good in return, yet tears and hurt is all ya get afterall. so i made up my mind, i wont have any hope on THY anymore. it's time i return YH love. i dono can i love him as much as he do love me but i willing to try afterall, i know he is true to me. simply saying, me and THY... ... ... FULL STOP.!!

so... THY, i wont cling onto ya anymore. but still, i'll rem ya and keeps all the memories between us right to the deepest of my heart. right here, i wish THY and his gf all the best.!

"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.

April 10, 2008
11:30 PM

went to lot1 to meet ting for Shopping at 4.3o.
was suppose to meet her at 3.3o but was late due to overslept. lol.
she went to meet Tse Tse before i came.
as nothing to do, we went in to COTTON ON (LOT1) to walk arnd.
as the clothes there were damn nice and cheap,
we start our 'AUNTY PATTERN.!' grabbing those really cheap stuffs. haa.
spent abt 70plus lo. *diaos.

headed down to town.
we joke and laugh all the way on the bus.
ting's laughter really make me so damn paiseh cn.!
alighted at HMV and walked to cineleisure.
went for my lunch cum dinner at 'WANG JIAO'.*URPH.! SO FULL.
den walked arnd to shopped for clothes and shoes.
den cabbed hm at arnd 10plus.

since ages i've been shopping like today. enjoy man. LOVING IT.!

"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.

April 08, 2008
3:18 PM

im on leave frm mon to thurs.
ytd bring baby out to salon to wait for ting.
baby keep shitting and peeing in the salon. *arghhh.!
michelle, june, jiale and viper went down to jurong enter de kbox first.
we reach arnd 11.
he came and we sang all the way to 3am.
in between linzhe and yong quan came down and left bout 1am.
cabbed home and off to sleep aft bathing.
although not much ppl join in the celebration but i still feel ve glad and happy.
thanks all of the above for celebrating with me.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.!

"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.

April 03, 2008
4:57 AM

i got myself a pet.! baobao gave her to me cus she got no time to tk care of her. anw, i'm also hunting for a dog. so i kept her as my pet. baobao name her 'baby' so i continue address her. was rather shocked when i first saw her, cus she is way too big for a 3 to 4 months puppy. a milky golden cross breed. baby had been with me for 3 days and everything gets along fine. she likes to stick to me all the time. once i get out of her sight, she will ran arnd looking for me and grind me when she found me. i loved this feeling cn.!!! a sense of responsiblity to take good care of her. now already bought everything for her and it cost me a bomb man.!!! but she is just too cute for me to leave her alone . i want to give her the best home ever.

anw, happily working nowadays. dono why recently many customers appeared this 2 weeks. enjoyed the feeling being busy till the way i've to knock off and rush home to tk care and play with baby. although not much entertainment aft work but still think that my life was a fulfiled wan. cus at least i'm free frm troubles and problems now. btw, i go JE kbox on the 29th march, charlene's birthday. saw many long lost friends. was kinda happy to see them arnd that day. but left early cus i'm too tired to stay longer cus i been working full this 2 weeks.

hmmm. i have to play with my baby and pat her to sleep right now so hands off the com now.

countdown to my birthday.. 5 days

"Love is eternal. The aspect of it may change, but the essence remains the same.